Today ...

... has been very unfruitful. Spent the night at the Chans last night after home group and came back to the city with them after home group. (Will blog about Singapore Day in the next entry)

Dont know why, but i'm feeling awful today. Very down, unmotivated and terrible. Sigh. Oh well, looks like I wont be able to do work today again. But never mind, must teach myself to not worry about things but to really just trust upon His providence. The funny part is, my whole weekend was about suffering and about how we need to trust God in those times. Fri was about depression, Sat at home group about Suffering and today's sermon was about the Christian reaction to suffering.

Sounds like there is a trend eh? yea .. sounds like it.. But still, its hard.. getting through every min is slow. Wish this day would pass wish this feeling would pass.

Wish i was home.

Oh well.

Nearing the end.. must persevere on.