struggles

they come and go as they please
Sometimes i'm able to keep them in check sometimes i cant
feelings of doubt
feelings of inadequacy
feelings of unworth

but yet i know deep in me that these are lies.

I should be thankful for what i have
I should be thankful
and not dwell on the unlovely

but its easier to dwell on the unlovely than to bask in the lovely

To have self pity

Just thoughts